2022.01.24 07:03 SpecsandPecs Looking forward to the new gym opening, it’s been months
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2022.01.24 07:03 BeanGoBoo Met someone online and it’s kind of complicated
Hello, so i met this guy online a few months ago, he texted me about a post i had made on reddit about a problem at work and even wished me a happy birthday. I don’t remember how, but we got along pretty well, so that was a pleasant surprise. We talked for about a month or 2. I talked to him about my problems and my lack of friends, he listened and replied, it was nice. The thing is, he’s 25 I’m 18 and i feel like maybe he thinks that what i say is childish or whatever, but i let it slide, it’s just my mind overthinking.
I noticed that he would get uncomfortable when i referred to him as friends until one day i asked “are we friends?” And he replied with a vague answer, basically saying no. That kind of hurt me because i felt like we were getting close and maybe even reached friendship level, but I don’t understand him, what is this? So i one day we were texting and he sent a message that I decided not to answer, i was wondering if he would text again later maybe the next day… he never did. One of my childish games i guess. (Late November)
I didn’t think it’d hurt so bad, i kind of just ignored it and acted like it was one if those casual conversations you have on reddit where you end up being ghosted, until one day when i started crying in the bathroom thinking about what i did wrong and why he left me. Was it my fault? Did i make him uncomfortable? Were my childish conversations not enough for him?
I think not texting him was the right choice because if i hadn’t how would i have seen that i mattered so little to him. When i spent hours laughing and smiling at the conversations we had together. Was whatever we had really nothing? Something he could throw away so easily?
Fast forward, new years. (He has my snap.) A friend had posted a video on my story saying happy new years, and a few hours later I’m surprised when his name pops up on my screen. At this point all my sadness had turned into anger towards him, why would he text me now? After all this time, really? New year new him i guess. We had a little nice “how’s everything been” convo, but i just couldn’t hold it in any longer. I asked about the whole thing and he said it’s taxing being my only friend and that he runs away when things get too intense. Who said he was my only friend?
After hearing the run away thing i felt bad because i do the same thing and then my old feelings came rushing back. I reassured him that i had plenty of friends (lie) and that there’s no need for him to feel taxed or whatever. We still talk on discord and i’m really scare to get too close to him again, but this time he’s texting first and saying goodnight and telling me about his day! I feel like we’re getting closer than before. Maybe he is a new guy this year. I’m still scared to bring up the friend thing and to try and label what we have because he just calls me bud or buddy and i didn’t want to make him uncomfortable again by putting that on him. We do this thing where we just ignore uncomfortable things and act like they never happened. It’s how i was raised, maybe him too.
What should i do? Because i feel that if this goes on i’m going to start catching feelings i shouldn’t have. I don’t even know what i mean to him, i just really like him for some reason. Does he just see me as someone to entertain him, a child? Or am i just overthinking it? Maybe i’m just reading too much into this. Maybe he just wants someone to talk about anime with. Or just mindlessly chat with. I don’t know what to do. I feel tempted to just delete my discord and everything, but he’s so sweet and funny i can’t just leave him. UGH I WANT HIM SO BADLY. But i’m not going to have him, he can never know i think of him this way. And he’s a smart cookie so i hope he never ever reads this, he’ll probably figure out it’s about him lol.
Ugh what should i do. Should i keep talking yo him? Bring up tue friend thing? How do i make a deeper connection with him? So sad, i just want him to want me like i do him. Does he ever miss me? Think about me throughout the day? Do some things remind him of me? Oh well.
Thank you for reading all of this haha i’m just dumping some stuff i’ve been keeping inside for a few months now lol.
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2022.01.24 07:03 Ibrisen Any reason I can't find anything on mussel garum?
They are super cheap, taste better than oysters and seem like a good candidate for garum, but I can't seem to find anything about a garum made from them. Is there a reason for this or should they be good for garum?
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2022.01.24 07:03 Surax Enterprise dings woman who rented truck on sunny day more than $5,500 for hail damage
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2022.01.24 07:03 Anarchist23 Smash the state
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2022.01.24 07:03 Sparky_Cat_Studios Just here to show off our Analyser and Remake Doc
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2022.01.24 07:03 Comfortable-Room1622 Coupe d'Europe de rugby: "on a montré le vrai Montpellier" se félicite Willemse Montpellier, 23 jan 2022 (AFP) - Paul Willemse (deuxième ligne de Montpellier, vainqueur d'Exeter):(...) #RUGBY #XVDEFRANCE #TOP14 #PROD2 #NATIONALERUGBY #RUGBYAMATEUR @vibrezrugbyd2
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2022.01.24 07:03 SamWamm85 Imposters by Shadowwalk on FurAffinity.net
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2022.01.24 07:03 Kansaqe Eskel's saddle kept sliding l The Witcher 3
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2022.01.24 07:03 PixelsandEchos Hack the Planet
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2022.01.24 07:03 111319 Biden Administration prepares executive order outlining cryptocurrency risks
2022.01.24 07:03 dlc_7 Beautiful!
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2022.01.24 07:03 meme_planet_13 What are some good podcasts to listen to?
2022.01.24 07:03 Evaris22 Ragnarok online-like
Hi everyone! Ragnarok Online is definetely my favorite game since childhood and I wanted to ask anyone who has played it if they have found a game that gives a similar experience? The game still exists and its good but the player base is really small compared to its golden age. Things that I liked about RO that Im looking for: Its an mmorpg A great variety of jobs(classes) Leveling up is more about killing monsters than having to do quests Indie Grinding A big player base so you get to socialize and meet people from everywhere
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2022.01.24 07:03 spicedstrudel Chemical Dumpster - Looking into the Abyss (Original Mix)
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2022.01.24 07:03 Aspavlenko Relaxing Waterfall sounds and calming river noise. White noise. Nature asmr
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2022.01.24 07:03 Stuart66 Apple TV+ plans for Godzilla & Titans Legendary Monsterverse
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2022.01.24 07:03 ThePieous This is fine... Because we still have pie.
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2022.01.24 07:03 Annual_Phrase841 Are the Stasis Weapons used by the Space Wolves and the Dark Angels relics of the Rangdans ?
So for those who know a bit about the terrible Rangdan wars, you probably know that the final blow was struck by the Space Wolves and the Dark Angels during the third Rangdan war, also known as Rangdan Xenocide. During which the two legions combined carried the blade and the fire to the worlds of origin of this terrible race.
For such was the threat this species posed to the young Imperium that Leman Russ and Lion El'Johnson set aside their rivalry to quickly and utterly destroy the rangdans before they could rise again and start another great war. It was not a real war, but a total, brutal and unilateral extermination. Angels of Death raining down death from space, purging entire worlds of all life, and descending to verify the end of every citadel and hive with blade and fire.
Neither Russ nor Lion had any illusions about the baseness of their deeds, and they have taken savage and final satisfaction in the total annihilation of all warriors and workers of the Rangdan race.
Why ? Because the threat of the rangdans just couldn't be ignored. They were a cruel race of slavers, with a technology at least as advanced as that of the Imperium. They caused to this one horrific losses, which would only be eclipsed by the Horus Heresy. All information about the Rangdan race, the wars that were fought and even their true appearance was erased, the only informations remaining in the closed vaults of Terra and that of the Legion of Dark Angels.
Which brings me to my question of the day. Is the stasis technology used by these two legions that exterminated the rangdans from this terrible race? I know it exists in the rest of the Imperium and the Mechanicus can create it in small quantities, but it occurred to me after reading the Horus Heresy Book 7's description of the Yimiria stasis bombs used by the Deathsworn of the Space Wolves Legion:
"Relics of a campaign of purgation and slaughter so dreadful that none but the Wolf King and his innermost circle of priests have been allowed to remember it, save in the lingering echoes of nightmare, these arcane weapons actively breach and damage the flow of time around them when they detonate."
Sounds like what I said before, doesn't it? Well for the Dark Angels, their stasis weapons are said to date from the Age of Strife. But for a legion so imbued with mysteries and secrets, how can you be so sure ?
What do you think of it ?
I’ve been really intrigued and absorbed by this species that nearly destroyed the Imperium before Horus fell to Chaos when I hear of it not so long time ago. So I may do another post later about the possible extermination of the Second and Eleventh Legions during the two first Rangdan wars and the presence of the Alpha Legion.
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2022.01.24 07:03 the_aaryaveer64 [Spoiler] Not exactly a spoiler, except you're watching the first season.
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2022.01.24 07:03 haydenfox13eve Will umbreon be restocked
2022.01.24 07:03 Pretty_Ad7784 Pet ownership.
A couple months ago I received a rehomed dog, well I just noticed that all her ownership her previous owner has it, what are some ways I can change that, she does have a chip from last owner, also I live in Nevada idk if that helps. TIA
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2022.01.24 07:03 No_Necessary2359 I saw a figure in the dark and don’t know what to do
This is very odd but idk what to do. It’s 4 AM and I was getting ready to go to bed, I put my phone on my side table and saw some figure come out of the dark. It was slow, I almost thought it was my brother coming up to me for a second but it wasn’t, I turned on my flash light and no one was there. I by no means believe in ghost and I’m trying to figure out wtf I just saw, or if I’m delusional or something. I can’t sleep. What do I do?
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2022.01.24 07:03 tobadsosad1235 Truth MV Longest Running Hate Troll, with a long and ugly documented History
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